| | Its 3.51 am right now.....its the 23rd of April....
Yea its camp day.....I am supposed to be resting....
Its been a long day yesterday....setting up the camp site together with a wonderful bunch of committee members...
But still I am not sleeping.....
I am excited for this camp....being able to serve together with my wonderful co-commandant..Mei Yun.....
But yet....I am still distracted and distant....not really focusing on what i really need to....
Not giving my all as I am supposed to....
What is really bothering me??
Well I guess I know what it is.....or more like I am not willing to acknowledge it....
The question I am faced with is that....Why cant 2 persons...who love each other so much be together???
I cant seem to find an answer for this question....
Why does it have to all have to suck when it seems like everything is going fine and well???
Why cant love overcome all obstacles???
I guess the movies were all crap.....
What am I to do now???
Its 4.00 am now.....camp is today.....
I need rest.....I know what the next 3 days will have installed for me....
I am asking You Lord.....come touch my life once again.....
The Rhema word for this camp is Fresh.....
A new fresh encounter with God....
Is this word for me?
Or am I just thinking?????
This is my prayer.....
I lay myself at Your feet.....I am asking You wont You come and meet me....
I cannot do it on my own....I cannot do it all alone.....
Here I am....with my arms open wide....
Wont You come inside....come and fill this empty heart of mine....
I need a fresh touch from You.....I need Your love......
Lord please help me......
This is my prayer.....
I will make this my prayer for the next 21 days of this Partnership Prayer....
I believe in You.....I give You my all.....
My burdens....my suffering....
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| | Posted 4/22/2008 2:40 PM - 79 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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