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Friday, April 25, 2008

Fresh.....I feel refreshed....

Its 10.10 pm now.......

I finally managed to get some time for myself.....

After a wonderful camp getting a fresh encounter with Him....I feel that it was the timing was right....

After all that has been said and done....

What I really need is just some precious time with Him....

What should a person do to make up for his own silly mistakes?

Apologize???Give up???Strive on???

Oh God I really do not know what else to do...

Why is it that when a person tries to change and he gets told off for being  hypocrite?

Why is it that people cant forgive and forget??

Not given a second chance but instead gets more firing??

God I've given my all to You....

Laid down my burdens....

Surrendered my all to You....

Now all I ask is that You come and create in me a clean heart...

Let me live like how You would want me to...

Hear my cries oh God...

Take away my pain....my sorrows....

I love You Lord....

In You I trust.....

Its 10.27 pm now.....

I feel that things are going to be different from now on....

Whether its going to go my way I wouldn't know...

But I pray oh God that it will be Your way....

Guide me....use me....

I feel that I've fallen so far that its going to take a lot to make it better....

Give me strength....strength to go through what lies ahead....

Fresh....something fresh......


Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Here I Am....

Its 3.51 am right now.....its the 23rd of April....

Yea its camp day.....I am supposed to be resting....

Its been a long day yesterday....setting up the camp site together with a wonderful bunch of committee members...

But still I am not sleeping.....

I am excited for this camp....being able to serve together with my wonderful co-commandant..Mei Yun.....

But yet....I am still distracted and distant....not really focusing on what i really need to....

Not giving my all as I am supposed to....

What is really bothering me??

Well I guess I know what it is.....or more like I am not willing to acknowledge it....

The question I am faced with is that....Why cant 2 persons...who love each other so much be together???

I cant seem to find an answer for this question....

Why does it have to all have to suck when it seems like everything is going fine and well???

Why cant love overcome all obstacles???

I guess the movies were all crap.....

What am I to do now???

Its 4.00 am now.....camp is today.....

I need rest.....I know what the next 3 days will have installed for me....

I am asking You Lord.....come touch my life once again.....

The Rhema word for this camp is Fresh.....

A new fresh encounter with God....

Is this word for me?

Or am I just thinking?????

This is my prayer.....

I lay myself at Your feet.....I am asking You wont You come and meet me....

I cannot do it on my own....I cannot do it all alone.....

Here I am....with my arms open wide....

Wont You come inside....come and fill this empty heart of mine....

I need a fresh touch from You.....I need Your love......

Lord please help me......

This is my prayer.....

I will make this my prayer for the next 21 days of this Partnership Prayer....

I believe in You.....I give You my all.....

My burdens....my suffering....

............



Sunday, August 19, 2007

Cover On My Heart by Guy Sebastian

Everyday feels all the same
9 to 5 gets so mundane
But something breaks with just one glimpse of you
I would stare so long awhile
Trying to tell you with my eyes
I didn’t say a thing I thought you knew

I wish I never did assume, coz

Chorus
I was gonna tell you today
I even wrote the words I would say
I finally found the courage
But now it’s too far
It took me all this time to reveal
What everything about you does to me
So tell me why did I keep a cover on my heart

Spend all night trying to explore just
How I’d tell you I adore ya
And how I’m moved by every word you say

But today there’s an empty space
I’ve found you gone without a trace
I wish that I coulda told you yesterday

Chorus

It feels like my point of existence
Has vanished with you in the distance
Whatever it takes I’ll persist
Till I see your face again

 

....

when i heard this song...

i was like wow.....its awesome.....

reli reli awesome.....

lurv it!!!


Wednesday, July 11, 2007

* W A R N I N G *

THE NEWEST ADDITION TO MY FAMILY....

Me Ipod.....


It's no ordinary Ipod...                                   


It's an Ipod that know's how to pose...
 

Once again...posing....


Now...for a close up shot....
 

Even better....an angle shot....


Well I've got more....

But till next time....

Enjoy....


Sunday, May 27, 2007

*W A R N I N G*

All in a days work....

some pictures taken on Sunday....

check it out!!!


Uncle mike said it was too formal...

so therefore this was the other option....




look at Rae...so sweet looking...just doing this for GOD!!!


well....posers.....nothing much to say about them tho...hot CHICKS???


guess who's???


what are the girls DOING???


anyway this are the results of my new baby....

what do you guys think??

i'm open to comments n suggestions on how to IMPROVE!!!!!

hope to post up more...WHEN I AM FREE!?!?!?!?



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